Digi cam to make-up

i want a digital camera.........hope that some kind soul will give me one so i dun have to spend on this unecessaty......hint, hint.......so that i can take photos, photos of my holidays, if i ever go for one, photos of yucky twits i see on the streets, photos of suai ge-s, the guys we stalk, so that i can take as many as i can & choose the nice ones & discard the shitty ones, so that no $ wasted developing shitty photos, unlike using light camera, wait, i dun even have normal camera, so that i can practise taking photos, practise till my hand is steady and dun shake, so that i can be a narcissist like serene & dev & take photos of myself in different poses & put up in msn, so that i can photoshop my own photos n upload it in frenster or wholivenearyou or online dating services, yah, photoshop like xiaxue, take photos of myself in different form n style of make-ups, if people give me the make-up free, & photoshop,again, & 'dun-wan-face' (direct translation of bu yao lian) post in in blog, like xiaxue, again, the wonder of digi-cam......

talking about make-up, is it good? i duno, my ah ma says 'nang shi qit hun da ban sha hun nang cai' = 'a person is 70% eeerrr... make-up...? (da ban = make-up mar), 30% talent'. i guess, maybe, i hate to say its right, so i say, yah, i guess it's not wrong, afterall we live in superficial world, sucks! i'm superficial, i like to see beauty & handsomy, who dont. So, make-up, like lipstick, mascara, eye-shadow, blusher, eye-blusher, is there such thing as eye blusher? basically chemicals ppl put on the face, obviously, the word 'chemical' means 'make-up no good to skin', yea....they suck in your natural colour, as in the old chinese story, the yao jing sucks in your 'qi', thats what many ppl say, so it's true, yup, just see women who is on long-term/life-term commitment with make-up, they look ghastly pale w/o them. bleh, this is not my main point, my main point is make-up....how to say ah...u see, if a person is ugly, then if he/she put make-up, he/she may become prettier or uglier, wotever it is, if she/he does become prettier, then if she/he dun have them on, ppl will comment that person is uglier in real face, if he/she after dolling-up become worse, he/she will also be labelled as uglier, if that person is good looking, then if he/she put make-up, same case as above, buuttttt, if that ugly person doesnt put on make-up, ppl will just say he/she is ugly, but not uglier, if that good-looking person doesnt put on make-up, ppl wil still say he/she handsome/pretty, but nv will say he/she is uglier w/o or with make-up....see, the word is uglier!!! just pointing out the funny thing about make-up. of cos if u r ugly, ppl will say u r uglier than this person, uglier than that person, but if u jus dun make anything to urself, u will nv be said to be uglier than u already are, but just ugly, again, the word here is uglier
So, is make up necessary? just look at Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance, ppl always label him as good looking, not me, not with his 'goth' look-black mascara, make ur eyes look like u nv sleep for years, a bit red & super pale like vampire, but that's the idea about being gothic, for me, not ugly, but i'm so not into his look either, then, i saw him in MCR's video of The Ghost of You, he is dressed as soldiers in uniform in the WWII, with sleek neat haircut, combed, w/o thick pale powder, black mascara & greasy hair, plus, plus, he is in uniform, hey, u know wot, he can be good looking, he is good looking, jus see the pic, although they are lousy pic, but enough for comparison..... So.....make up is so so not necessary....

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left : super make-up, pui, this is not the most hideous yet, this is 40% awful, just lazy to find the 100% ugly one
middle : mild make-up, not bad, esp with his white teeth
right : minimum make up, he has to put on some, he is on video!

see, the diff?

hmmm..interesting....to me....

Hmm....intereeesting!!...to me...


gapura menuju zona bebas antara RI - PNG
photo courtesy of Djay

border between Papua New Guinea & Indonesia, i wanna go there one day

ramblings

Ramblings

i am bored, is there anything i can do besides blogging...
i am still homesick, partially-home sick, cos most of my family are here, not as bad as compared to when i was alone here....
tomorrow i am going to run in the morning, do sit ups to have nice bod and ass, yeahhh.....
and planning next sem time table is so headache, clash here and there.....
& i am wondering if i should just type in indo language, i am more comfortable n fluent in it than english, not that i am very good at it, but better than my english lar, obviously, but then not all can understand, but then again, not much ppl bother to read, since it's for me, myself & i, so i shall then, wtf, hell, wot the hell am i typing now then....
i agree with kei, uni life is like nothing, i mean not nothing as in chicken foot, it's nothing as in blank, whatever we hate about school is taken away, but whatever nice about school is taken away too......
n she is obsessed over death, just see her entry & decided to turn religious, she said it is proven that ppl with faith live longer, it is also the way to gain the answers to the unknowns, Auf once said that to be able to return to the Creator, Sensen said to have somebody to guide us in after-life.....see! very high % of my frens said the same thing, see also how small my circle of frens, bleh, so all are about death eh? i dunno, not that i dun believe in religion or anything, but when it comes to death, i rather it be the science way, dead n that's it, ur energy of life recycled back into the whole ecology system, bye2 n the end. No souls, no spirit, no ghost, no after-life, no heaven, no hell, no reincarnation, full stop. I mean if there are such things, of cos everybody wants heaven, but will it be good if u r in heaven while being aware too that ur family, parents, frens, whoever u care about is in hell, burnt, tortured, boiled in hot pipping cauldron, if there is reincarnation, u wont be in the same family, i guess, although most prob u wont remember a shit, n if there are ghosts/spirits, it means they are around, means we kinda know and we dunno when they are there invisible, knowing whatever we are doing, u know what im hinting at, hur-hur....but, religion is good, having faith is good, but not too obsessive lar, otherwise u will end up in fbi's 'top most wanted list, dead or alive'.....n religion, sometimes, i wonder if ppl just following it in a....wot u call it, i duno.....'blind' way, or do they really believe n understand n agree with the whole concept? because, if they are not blindly following, then i dunno why they agree n jus obey with some ideas which are obviously sooo non-sense n just wrong, to me at least, or maybe i'm just soooo not open-minded, close-minded, haha....some jus follow their parents, like me!!! so not realy religious eh, so me is the being-pulled-along kind.....religion, not all they teach are right, just follow what is right n good for ourselves lar....of course everybody knows that....n why am i toking about this.....crap...